It’s been long

It’s been real long since I last blogged. I wonder if anyone still comes here. Anyways, I just watched Invictus less than an hour ago and I’ve really learnt a lot about the movie. Francois Pienaar was the captain of the South African rugby team. He was a man who led by example. No matter how his team brought him down, no matter how they flamed him, no matter how they mocked him, he did not falter. He was a man, who changed his entire team. ONE man. ONE man changed the impossible. ONE man changed the team from underdogs to champions. ONE man. After watching the movie, I teared, in a long time. I realised how much of a failure I was, how much I failed people, how much I failed my lifegroup, how much I failed all my sheperds, past and present, how much I failed my family, and most importantly, how I failed God. I gave up at the slightest setback, I gave up when I saw no growth in my lifegroup, I gave up when I recalled about past failures. I lost all faith in God that my group could grow. When the invites for Love Tag ESS were given out, I thought to myself, “Another ESS without contacts again.”. However, everything changed after I watched Invictus. I refuse to believe that I’m a failure, I refuse to believe my group will not grow, I refuse to believe I will not change, I refuse to believe that I won’t even have one contact for ESS, I refuse to believe that I can’t change the group, because I have a big God. The end.

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